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The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

My dearest readers:

Out of the 10 of you the follow this blog, only 3 of you are following my music blog.

Three?

Are you fucking kidding me??

I'm not really mad. This is just a desperate plea for attention.

LOL

Go check it out, if you already haven't.

CLICKY!

Love, Cherlyn

Crazy Eights!

Tagged by the always awesome Otin.

8 things I look forward to:
1 - Rockstar Mayhem Festival
2 - Terminator: Salvation
3 - getting my car paid off
4 - new 30 Seconds To Mars album
5 - new Korn album
6 - finding out if my mom is OK
7 - Chele's wedding
8 - getting more followers for my music blog.

8 things I did yesterday:
1 - showered
2 - walked 2 miles
3 - drove
4 - ate my mom's meatloaf (mmmm)
5 - cut people's hair
6 - decided my first Artist Of The Week for my music blog
7 - hung out with Josh
8 - saw the new Star Trek in IMAX

8 things I wish I could do:
1 - draw/paint
2 - play any kind of musical instrument
3 - eat anything I want without gaining weight
4 - win the Lottery
5 - pay off my mom's house
6 - have the guts to accept a promotion
7 - stop biting my fingernails
8 - make this headache go away

8 shows I watch:
1 - American Idol
2 - Days Of Our Lives
3 - Scrubs
4 - The Daily Show
5 - The Colbert Report
6 - Rescue Me
7 - Nip/Tuck
8 - That 70s Show reruns

8 people I'm tagging:
1 - Jared
2 - Sheila
3 - Shelby
4 - Erika
5 - Scargosun
6 - Alaina
7 - Kat
8 - I would tag Shannon but he forgot his password forever ago. lol

What was I thinking?

So Matt got in touch with me a few days ago and said he wanted to see me.

Long story short, dating each other casually came up, and we were supposed to hang out last night, as per his request.

Around 4pm he texted me that he had too much going on to hang out.

I pretty much went off on him, bringing up the fact that he always had "too much going on" to see me and that I thought he frequently told me what he thought I wanted to hear, even if it was a lie, and that I was fucking over it. He had no real defense for himself, and I ended the conversation with "You really shouldn't give girls you date your Myspace password. Someday someone isn't going to be as nice as I am." I got no response to that. So I'm done.

I ended up going to Josh's last night to hang out and watch a movie. I may end up getting back with him after all. At least he actually enjoys my company.

This morning I deleted Matt from my Myspace. I feel pretty damn good about it.

Yesterday...

...was Mother's Day.

Have I ever mentoned that I have the most awesome mom ever?

Well, I do.

She's been a constant source of comfort and support when things go wrong in my life.

She's always happy and proud when things go right in my life.

She always sees the best in me and makes me want to be the best woman I can possibly be.

Even with all she's been through, and still goes through, she's always there for me, no matter what.

I love you Mom!

Stupid people are stupid

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Someone posted this on a message board I lurk on. I thought it was hilarious

New developments

So I talked to Matt some more last night and he finally told me what I honestly believe is the truth.

He's not over his ex-girlfriend of 4 years who broke up with him when he was in boot camp last year. She has what he thought was his child, but he found out she'd cheated on him 3 years ago and that his little girl isn't his at all.

I knew all this from the beginning, btw.

He loves that little girl more than life, regardless of biology. And because of that love, he's stayed in touch with his ex in order to stay in the child's life. So because of the continuing contact with her, he hasn't been able to get over her.

He cares about me, but he doesn't feel ready to move on.

And you know, I believe him. And I respect how much he loves that little girl.

I know how difficult it is to stop loving someone when you're still in contact even after it's over. I've been there.

*sigh*

So Matt just broke up with me.

He says he's got too much on his plate right now to have time for a girlfriend and that when things settle down we can get back together.

So is he completely full of shit?

I think he just might be.

I Twittered about this earlier but... (ETA)

I've decided to go ahead with my music blog.

I'm going to look around the net for a cool background or template for it. I'm no good at making such things myself.

I'm also trying to come up with a clever/witty name for it. Probably a song title or lyric. I'm taking suggestions on this one.

I hope to have it live within the next few days. I hope you all read it!


ETA: I found a template I really liked, so I put it up.

Music blog

There's no posts yet, and won't be until I come up with a title. I'm drawing a blank here, people...