Phew!

Possible T.M.I. ahead...


So yesterday I realized my period was about a week late.

I say "about" because I'm not super regular and on the rare occasion I'll skip one altogether. For whatever reason, whenever this happens it's usually when I haven't been with anyone in a while, so there's no cause for concern.

But if you've been keeping up, you know that is not the case this time.

So since I came to the realization that I was late, I was pretty much freaking out. Partly because I really don't want children at my age. Also partly because I definitely don't want a child with Josh, 1) because he's moved away, and 2) he's not mature enough to handle it. Not even close.

So I thought to myself: would he have had the sense to say something to me if there had been a condom issue? No, probably not. He's honestly not the brightest crayon in the box. He also doesn't have a lot of experience.

I was stressing out over it all night. I hardly slept. I couldn't concentrate on work today. All I could think about was what I was going to do, how I was going to tell Josh, if I was going to tell Josh, etc.

On my way home from work, I stopped at a drug store and got a Clear Blue Easy digital home pregnancy test. It's supposed to be one of the most accurate.

After 3 minutes, the results were in.

NOT PREGNANT

Thank you Goddess!!